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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Bleh its that time again isnt it? It´s New Years Eve. (Yeh all of you who´ve been "wishing me happy new years at the strike of "12"... HULLLOOOO... ITS NOT THE SAME HERE, FOOL! ahem. lets continue.) So. Lets make this New Years the groviest, funkiest, most memorable New Years YET!! (and dont worry, if you botch it there´s always next year *wink*). So drink up, wear stupid hats, let off fire crackers, kiss someone (ANYONE) at the strike of 12 (uhhu... right...), swallow 12 grapes on the 12 seconds before the New Years (and try not to choke and die - and if you do dont blame me, I dont want my ass stalked for the next year), and DRINK MOJITOS!! (cuz i wont be able to [cry for me]. The stupid danes dont have mint ANYWHERE!! Believe me, I´ve looked.) Oh and send me unique shot glasses. And lots of cool stuff generally. And come see me after new years. We´ll have loads of food.

CHEERS!

Monday, December 29, 2008

ELLLLLLLLYYYYY!!!!!!

Okay so i found this template and after that snow penguin you made for meeee... (sniff...) i was gona use this template JUST for you :D. But stupid blogger wont let me use it. So here it is anyways. I thot it was super dupper cute and we could have had christmas all years around because the penguin is wearing a CHRISTMAS HAT!!!!!! Yay for penguins!! (Click on the picture to make it bigger)
(too bad he isnt eating chocolate..... ohh oh and guess what i found in my old notebook?????)I tell you this is (almost) the sickest thing in the world. but hey, at least theres no 2 year old chocolate in it... i remember this one... i swore to keep it forever and ever (it was the last "Lost My Penguin" chocolate that there was... nyahahaha... remember, I FOUND YOUR PENGUIN!! WHOOOPS!! I ATE IT!!!) hahahahaha this is bordering on lame. Its fine. You people dont have to understand. PENGUINS AND LOVE ELY!!

Cookie!!!




Do you like cookies? :D I like cookies... Tho eating cookies at Subway could tend to be slightly embarrassing... I have noooo idea why we did it. Wraf trying to steal our cookies from us... tsk tsk. (Jen, please tell me you get this...)

Sunday, December 28, 2008


I got new shoes so i thought Id share the love with everyone... (as you can see I had nothing better to do on a Sunday morning... sigh... such is life. Theres only so much time you can spend on eatting pickled herring before it just gets to be too much)
The boots.
The webcam shot (always has to be one of those... :P)
The smaller but oh so shekshy... proves that size doesnt matter... (where shoes are involved...:D)
Yuh.. trying to look all professional and photographer like (my uncles rantings have really gotten to my head "wow melissa, you look so natural. Wow. Look how you hold that camera. Papperatzi!!!) (how much you bet i spelt that wrong? lol)

Happy Birthday Esty

Happy birthday Esty... hope you have a good one with loads of super duper awesome stuff and all that. Amazing I just found this video today... i thought that it would be a lot harder to find... BUT.. HERE IT IS!!!
lets do the MOJITO!!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

MC Hammer: Cant Touch This



Mishu... this is for you :P

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Ozie... I know u´re gona hate me forever for this... but it IS your birthday, so i HAVE to post this, for old times sake. it´s too good, it gave me shivers. The best thing is that most people wont even be able to figure out why the hell im posting The Phantom of the Opera. So... "Sing, my angel of loveeeeee!!" hahaha... it´s me they fear. (shant forgive you... shant)
OHH YEH - 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Happy Christmas..

all i have to say is... ANOTHER YEAR IS PAST!! Wow. I remember last year, the first time i ever saw this song, i was sitting on that big white couch with that colorful thing over it, bundled up against the cold in the non-heated house, laughing my sorry ass off. We proceeded to watch it over and over again till we´d memorized it. (remember, tim... REMEMBER??? lol. those were the days) so without further ado... The 12 Days of Christmas... BOLLYWOOD STYLE!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

A "big" airy day, hot sun, crisp cold air, on the top of a forested hill in the middle of nowhere, where you have to wear down jackets in the shade and nothing in the sun. Into The West by Annie Lennox goes well with days like that - so peacefully sad, and happy at the same time. Sitting in the sun, just looking off into the trees and hearing the wind and feeling it cold on your face, seeming like its the only sound in the world. I could sit like that forever. I think that´s how I´d like to die.


Another big day, lots of hot sun, loads and loads of humid heat, big white room, high above everything else. White curtains, white lamp shade, white soft, comfy everything. Sun coming in from every direction, a cooler breeze coming in now and again, soothing the smothering heat. that song goes well with days like this too...

Cold, dark evenings, with the rain pounding out on the balcony, wrapped up in a huge blanket, talking with friends over the din of the storm. Maybe a powercut or two... listening to random music, impulsive random cooking in the middle of the night.


Music that snatches your heart strings and your eardrums and holds on for dear life - here are some of the songs that do that (for me at least):

* Into The West - Annie Lennox
* So Cold - Breaking Benjamin
* Apologize - Timbaland ft. One Republic
* Erase - Mika
* The Scientist - Coldplay
* Fix You - Coldplay
* Violet Hill - Coldplay
* Requiem For A Dream - Immortality by Death
* Arms of Sorrow - Killswitch Engage
* Stockholm Syndrome - Blink 182
* I´m Lost Without You - Blink 182
* I Miss You - Blink 182
* You - Evanesence
* Anywhere - Evanesence


There are more.. Just cant remember...

Eating a well made omelete, (cheese, tomato, ham, salt, etc etc) going fast on wheels (blades, bikes, scooters... you name it) down a quiet side road with big empty green fields on either side, cold wind blowing. Going out with good friends, seeing a child smile at you.
It´s things like this, that make everything alright.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

What I Miss

Is it wierd to miss something you are just SOOOO happy is long over? Or even just things that are recently over that were part good, part not so good...? Things that, when you really think about it, were so terrible, nasty, or just downright awkward (on both sides)...?

I miss Madrid. (yeah, throw the tomatoes now please, I´m begging) That should be good reason to doubt my sanity. Over all, I think we´re all very happy that Madrid is over. But, I still miss it. The completely psycho things we would sometimes do, the walks I´d take every day with Antwone in the freezing cold, going to Peñas Albas, buying chuches, pipas in the back yard, wanabe photography (on my part) and endless photoshoots (with vicky), dropping anything from oranges to charcol into Adam´s precious water-filled beer mug (maaaan did we hear it from him after that...), midnight excapades, cat-a-pult (get it, get it? CAT? whatever) and the screaching meyows when they´d accidentally on purpose hit the tree - "whoops, did you hear a thump? Me neither. Next." Going to the Poli at dark in the dead of winter to attempt a photo shoot, get this, SOAKING WET. Needless to say I found that sub-zero temperatures dont go very well with wet clothes... Beer and pipas on wnr nite, avoiding the creepy security guard car, House, The Nightmare Before Christmas and The Corpse Bride, chatting, endless chatting... brazilian beans, kids that I eventually learned to love, Commercial centers and the Market first thing in the freezing, freezing morning, trying to climb the hill with 10 liters of beer on a suddenly sizzling day (still dont know how it got so hot so suddenly), and then being rescued from the climb after betting on whether the next car would contain english speaking occupants so that we would be able to hitch hike instead of walk (coincidentally, Adam and Rose happened to be the next car along... ) That hideous veggie room that was endlessly full of slime, pissed off people, freezing cold house, always under 4 blankets, sweaters, colorful stuff and white couches, frozen pizza, frozzen fried rice, and cheese... And a drunken, drunken new years. 

And that was just Madrid.

Valencia, the slightly less insane, but nonetheless chaotic (in a very lovable way) home. The freaky but wonderfully perfect house, Los Niños, the wednesday supermarket pickups, summer, heat, the emo park, the red room, Airport Mania, Monkey Island with myself, Mishu, Mofius and Fran, empty rooms, couches, metal screaming, late, bright evenings (we´d get home at 10:00 pm and the sun would be setting..), parties, more wierd stuff, moving, painting, writing, more moving, Teramitica, people visiting, barbeques, graduations, birthdays, trouble, fun, worry, tender moments, sad moments, living, just living, building a home, going through the thick and the thin of it, and hopefully coming out a better person. Metting new people, making new friends...

And then there was, of course, Los Belones (ouch... :P)

Doing nothing all day (much to the anoyance of the others), putting babies to sleep at night, pubbing, making MORE friends, singing karaoke, pool parties, Commercial centers, actually making MONEY at Commercial centers, sudoku, parks, absinthe, beer, more beer... whining (on my part) cleaning (on Ozie´s and Esy´s part), and all that sort of stuff............

There´s a few more things that i really, really miss, but that´ll have to stay confidential.

So IS it that wierd that I miss it all so much...? It was home. My home. And after it is all said and done, thank God that I can only remember the good. And that´s what makes me miss it so much more.

I loved Spain. 
No. Scratch that. 
I love Spain.

Awesome new computer bag...

The new love of my life... I stumbled uppon it in some random supermarket after searching online for hours for one JUST like this... and online they were about 3 times as much (isnt the internet supposed to be CHEAPER??)... I´m so so happy... its like perfect and I think I´m like in love... :D

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Bye bye Baby

This is like the nicest song, and the video is hilarious... geeez, i wish i was born in that era. So stylish........ hahahaha

Saturday, December 6, 2008

And I just realized...

Yayy!! I´ve got comitment issues!! 

Geeez.

That´s not a good thing.
I shld be jumping up and down for joy at this...this...issue.......
I´m just damned mental about commitment...
Fuck fuck fuck fuck...

What the hell have I gotten myself into???

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Did this with my webcam. No makeup (except for the lip stuff and white eyeliner) and contrary to what some ppl think, there was no wind (duh, its inside)... it was "glued" into place... lol. long story. dont ask.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Crackersnap stuff

You really shouldnt smoke in bed. It´s not safe. You also shouldnt sneak about at midnight on squeeky floor boards searching for vodka, beer, orange juice or water when someone´s sleeping 4 meters away. You shouldnt find people that like to call themselves Edward Cullen if they value their life because someone (you) will get very pissed off because they´re (you´re) secretly obsessed with him and the whole cheesy, but absolutely brilliantly wonderful saga. 



    - Guilty.



It seemed appropriate... they might say that I don´t feel the loss as much... but some people just suffer in silence.

Helena - My Chemical Romance

Long ago 
Just like the hearse you died to get in again 
We are so far from you 

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate 
The lives of everyone you know 
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay 
So long and goodnight 
So long not goodnight 

Came a time 
When every star fall brought you to tears again 
We are the very hurt you sold 
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight 

What's the worst that I can say? 
Things are better if I stay 
So long and goodnight 
So long and goodnight 
And if you carry on this way 
Things are better if I stay 
So long and goodnight 
So long not goodnight 

Can you hear me? 
Are you near me? 
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

What's the worst that I can say? 
Things are better if I stay 
So long and goodnight 
So long and not goodnight 
And if you carry on this way 
Things are better if I stay 
So long and goodnight 
So long not goodnight

Sunday, November 23, 2008

A dull, dull week -ish

You know what...? My life´s become very booring. This is the path my day takes:
1. Wake up... at whatever time (its getting earlier and earlier. think 6:00 am)
2. Try to go back to sleep for ages, fruitlessly.
3. Get up.. make tea, eat bread and cheese, and try to stretch it out as long as possible. (aka breakfast)
4. Sit at my puter or occasionally clean the house.
5. Sit at the puter for a bit longer.
6. More puter... in a different room this time (change of scenery never did the braincells any harm)
7. Get bored and ask if there´s any shopping to do, any rooms to clean, ANYTHING!!! Nothing.
8. Go back to puter, prolly with another piece of bread and cheese (note, this is lunch)
9. More puter
10. More puter
11. Ask dad whats for dinner and if I can cook (general answer, no - its already half done. GREAT.)
12. Get dragged by my step sister to play ANOTHER game of monopoly.
13. Stop the game half way through so we can go watch simpsons
14. Eat dinner, and finish monopoly game
15. Back to the puter.
16. Sleep.



WONDERFULLY full day no? I love it.
Not.

Now see a picture of me and my lovely step sister to make your heart and retinas glad.


Ooh ooh... calling for a job today. PRAY I GET IT!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

We´re starting a trend on the FMF... SP avitars are all the new rage :D Here´s my brilliant stance on life. Really. You want to be more like me (note the beer, the mic, the scream, and the suber uber cool nekedness... oh yeah, and the nifty sunglassess too - XD)
Oh yeh. It´s supposed to be me. Cant you see the resemblence? :D

The old times...

Well I suppose I shld make a post... I´ve been incredibly blogger-delinquint these last few days. Now for some serious eye candy... well in my opinion anyways. I´m going to get scans of these pix, and more, but I dont have them just yet, and these were just, gah, product of impatience. Heehee.





Yes... I know... I was the most adorable child. What to do? Incredible beauty runs in our blood.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Rowan Atkinson - the bomb



Rowan Atkinson - the bomb

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

As you can see. I've got movies, and novels, even one in hard cover... but hey, theres internet... lets save those other things for the moments where there WONT be internet (and im sure there'll be many... plus, the connection is free... :D). So this means, you get the latest update on the last few hours. That includes webcam pix... yay!!


my brilliant 9-euro meal... starting to feel a bit worrisom...
But then, I' ve never ate such a wonderful tasting burger. It is fanbloodytastic I tell you...And yeah... vanity on my part. I got jealous thinking that pix of my food were going to dominate this post... but then, if you are what you eat, technically that burger and fries are my future self...

Oh yeah. I'm destined to become one with Burger King. thats what this all is. you can prolly see it on the soda cup ive got there in the last pic...

Right all for now. I'll stop spamming my own blog.
I've just really got nothing better to do...

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

The first update i wrote in my notebook, cuz i was too lethargic to actually pull out the computer.

12th November, 2008 - 3:25 am

It´s now exactly 3:19 am, the 12th of November 2008. In the next 48 hours (aprox.) I will pass through 5 different countries (Lebanon, Turkey, Spain, England, and Denmark). my first flight is scheduled to leave at 3:55 am. My last flight (arriving in Arhus, Denmark) is scheduled to arrive at 9:50 am, on the 13th of November. Course, that´s not where the journey ends. We´re looking at up to 7 hours, waiting in the tiny Aarhus airport before dad gets off work, that is, of course, unless his boss lets him off early. We can only hope... (3:25 am) God, when will the damn gate open??


12th November, 2008 - 8:15 am

I survived the trip from Beirut friggin tiny International airport (seriously, I dont know how they do it...). It was anything but uneventful... I tell you, it must have been my most interesting/anoying flight yet. First off, I found my seat. I seat myself rather cosily when some random greying man comes and tells me in the crispest english that, I'm sorry, but C26 is HIS seat. I, of course, am rather taken aback and am sure that he is mistaken, while at the same time whipping out my own boarding pass, flashing the very obvious "C26" in the "seats" section at him. He proceeds to do exactly the same to me, producing exactly the same offending number. A slightly awkward silence proceeds, for about 2 seconds, where the greying man makes an atempt at a joke (something along the lines of having to sit on eachother [yeeesh] and how it probably wont be very comfortable). I, understandably enough, hightailed it to the nearest stuardess and told her of our serious problem (I was in no way looking forward to missing the flight - I had far too many connections depending on that one). End of the story... The grey man and I did not have to sit on eachother. I got a seat a row back (yey), next to a window (double yey), next to a man (tripple yey...?) who insisted on talking (ohhh...), about his neice and how the name Sarah somehow meant princess in Danish. He received the usual speil from me (we're volunteers and we help people without pay) wich resulted in the customary worshipful awed silence and a "wow. You're such a GOOD PERSON." (I know, I know). The damned man just insisted on talking every time i was about to fall asleep. He DID give me 4 whole clorette chewing gums though, even though they turned out to be nasty arabic style tutifruti that emphasised the seriously sweet citric fruits (yuck yuck yuck - memories of a decade of christmasses stuffing ones gullet with chewy citrus flavored candy and, yes, clorette chewing gums...). finally got him to shut it though, for just long enough for me to catch a few winks of sleep. When we got to the airport he insisted on thinking I was his personal tour guide, asking me the way around the airport as if I had "security" stamped on my forehead. GB his soul. Finally got away from him, as he had a flight to Austria (yeah. We talked THAT much) and I had 6 hours to wait. Or some such shit. And I'm still waiting..
Oh yeah... something I (believe) esy and ozie will get a kick out of (or at least get very jealous over, unless im completely wrong and I have the wrong book) is that I purchaced myself a copy of Eclipse (much to my horror, I found it wasnt the 1st of the 4 books. It turned out to be the 3rd... damn damn damn!! after all my scrutinization!! I managed to miss the blatantly obvious listing of the books on the back...)
Now for a pensive picture of me and the book at the Attaturk Airport (at least, thats what I think its called. it's in istanbul, WHATEVER the name...)

Friday, November 7, 2008

Byblos

We went to Byblos today... it was fun enough... i found out where they sell the scafs for a decent price... and i got a new shot glass to add to the ever growing collection.. yay yay yay!!!
I´ll let the pix talk for themselves....
Me an Pa... Uncle David
All of us kids... minus Steve.. plus the new addition, Michelle...
Uhhu uhhu... more pix
me an michelle
Shoe shopping with bob... got black converse for 20$... awesome deal


Note the bananas...
OOOOOOOOHHH hugs are sooooo much fun. Cant you tell bob´s enjoying it soooooo much??


Me and my greek salad...
Death warmed up... i was sooo tired. Still am actually. no idea what im doing out at a cyber café.

Thursday, November 6, 2008


A little something I put together... the song i sang and some pix from the wedding. I´ll post others to. For now... enjoy. And forgive the echo. Little favored thing of mine that everyone seems to hate.

Stuff in Lebanon

Yeeeeaaahh... i finally got my rear off the couch and got to a cyber cafe on my OWN COMPUTER. We had the wedding and parrrtay last nite... it was smashing. But I dont have any time to upload pix cuz i just found out that ive got to be home in like half a hour for lazer tag... and ive got too much to do already. so then. I´m just going to post a few pix from happenings about with the family. You´ll have to wait till tomorrow for pix of the wedding. Vale? Be patient. They´re coming.


this was just yummy stuff that we got... kinda like a pancake with pistacho inside and syrup all over it.
uh... the syrup all over IT.
Very odd Lebaneese candy floss stuff... it was kinda interesting tho. thats crushed pistacho on top. the arabs are very fond of pistacho i think.......
yeah.... not so sure about that candy floss stuff........ down in Sidon or wherever it was we were... old town
Just outside our house... well... facing it. Left to right is, Bob, Chris, Mike, Michelle, me, and Allen

My dad trying his fotography skills...
Again... fotography skills
Walking down the street.. hey hey!!
More walking. Oldish town.

Proper hummus... maaaan it was the best id ever had....
Eh.. trying to be cool and take a pic of the sunset. that wire down the middle really cut the role tho... yeeeesh.
Kate, me, Michelle (kate´s daughter) bob and Chris... more old town
More of fa´s fotography skiiiiilz. Bob me and chris
Yay a bit more... arent we all happy then?

K well thats all... enjoy. I´ll post more tomorrow when such grueling things as lazer tag, severe hunger and intense exhaustion don´t impare my internet time. Toodles all.
Oh yeh. my hair´s black again. You´ll see in the wedding pix.
I also sang the song i wrote for my brotehrs wedding...and it sucked. i have a video but theres no way in heaven im posting it. im posting something else tho. you´ll get to hear it anyways.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008