Life is Short

Left in this place alone
Here, in the empty wind-swept room,
Brought back here time and again,
To repeat the lesson I'd never learned.

Returned again in my mind's eye
Those dreams that just wont let me be
I thought I'd left it all behind
But I'm back again, here, just haunting.

Re-living a life thay never was,
Clinging to its every scene
Wishing never again to wake
But at the same repulsed by this ghastly dream.

An empty shell, the room was now,
Once, not long ago contained life
My silent tears betray that my heart,
Is mirrored in the bare corners of this dream.

Now this strikes right where it hurts...

and another... chicken joe´s the bomb!!

here´s a bit from Corps Bride... I love the piano bits in the movie, and this parts rather humorous... :D

Haunted by the evil notes
Held captive to their charms
Alone too weak to try resistance
Yet appalled by siren's calls

Spiritually numbed like frozen stone
The halted tears of sad regrets
That was my soulLost in a dream
A nightmare grown of cold surprise.

The strike was brutal
Grasp to breathe
But not too weak to see
What it was doing to me.

yet piercing through the choking fog
Like an angel of the light
A gift returned by friendly hands
A word returned my sight

Angel guarding at the door
Guard my soul from all these viles
Morph my weakness into strength
Heal this poor soul that's defiled

Holding on till the bitter end;
Give me the grace to stand
Beyond the point of human will,
Beyond the will of mortal man

Touched by Your mighty hand,
Make my spirit strong again
For my earthly flesh is tired and weak;
It's only You for I cant speak
Give me the courage to outlive the night.

Give me the will to say, & the strength to fight
Though I'm lying flat on the ground,
To whisper with my dying sound
"Satan you lost - I will never give in -
For I am His Bride -I was born to win"

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I´ll post more soonish.

FRIGHTFULLY CRUEL

The frightful menace struck
The phantom's shadow fleeting
Loathsome tendrils of fear crept
Entwining up and into the heart
Of the bravest, surest soul.

One by one, each in it's time fell
Silent, swift, in cold blood done
Empty winds chilling
The form of lifeless being

And still lingering,
clinging to the darkest shadows
The burning coals of eyes watch
Cruel and cold

***********and the other way************

Cruel and cold
The burning coals of eyes watch
Clinging to the darkest shadows

And still lingering
The form of lifeless being
Empty winds chilling
Silent, swift, in cold blood done
One by one, each in it's time fell

Of the bravest, surest soul
Entwining up and into the heart
Loathsome tendrils of fear crept
The phantom's shadow fleeting,
The frightful menace struck

THE MELODY YOU INSPIRE

We've been through so much together,
My beauty, my love,
And every time I'm about to fall
You remind me of the times I've
Been so strong.
You've never doubted me.

When my ever breath screams at me
To give in,
When the will to fight
Seems so frightfully thin,
You tell me how proud you are,
That I've made it this far.

So weak with relief,
That I know you'll be there,
Yet afraid to cry for fear you'll laugh,
You take me in your arms,
Tell me we'll always be,
And cry the tears right along with me.

As I write this now,
Tears are shed again
I know I dont deserve this,
But I'm so thankful to God
For giving me such a good friend.


You said i hadnt written anything for you, well, now I have. I hope this shows at least an infinitesimal portion of my love for you Melody... because I really do love you...

I will fight with my last breath
I´ll be extreme until the death
I will fight when I am strong
And when I´m weak I´ll still go on
Jesus pour your power through,
I am nothing without you....
I´ll be extreme until the day
You come to take me away
There´s no place for the old me
Living for the Heaven´s dream
For eternity, just you and me,
Make me Xtreme

The one person on this earth, to my knowledge
That loves me just as I am
Without the frills
The high-pitched trills,
Without the petty sham...

She sits right here,
I must surpress a tear
For walking down memory lanes old
Alone i´d felt,
A lesser card I´d been dealt
"You are nothing" I´d been regularly told.

But she, oh she,
So much better than me
Is awed by my "wonderous" self
I dont understand,
I´m not dealt a good hand,
But shes upped my own self wealth.

Im flawed in my eyes,
But she sees the better in me
Now allowing myself to loath
So thank you thank you,
for accepting me.
All I can say is: I love you Soph.

I dont know if anyone actually reads this blog but for what its worth...
havent been able to post anything due to my trash computer... AND being far too preocupied with trying to find a new home etc etc. Yes fine no excuse. I just dont have much to post these days. bear with me... I´m working on it.